As I prepare to spend a week in my homeland – my formerly and currently colonized, beautifully diverse, and unfortunately battered-by-violence homeland – I reflect on my own yearlong personal and professional journey learning about place, power and people. I had the privilege of visiting several U.S. cities to learn about just, equitable places that dignify all peoples. It was a journey that revealed the pain of racialized oppression, highlighted the stark reality of systemic injustices and challenged everything I knew about how our country functioned, but ultimately, it celebrated the beauty of humanity that found joy in its fight for justice and liberation.
The Lakota people at Standing Rock in North Dakota
powerfully demonstrated the centrality of place. Even though they were systemically
removed from their ancestral lands, and have since had access to their
resources slowly stripped away, they continue to honor their past and present
homelands as sacred. They are some of the most innovative climate justice
warriors – finding creative solutions to protect their access to water and
farmland – because they saw it as their sacred duty to preserve these resources
for generations to come. They see their land not as a commodity for self-gain,
but as a gift from their forefathers that they must steward. They root
themselves on these sacred lands, those roots weaving together centuries of
history and heritage into beautiful manifestations of culture celebrated in
community – all in honor of the land they live on.
In El Paso, I saw how people would come together to
celebrate each other’s humanity, even when their own government would reject
it. There were the countless residents that came together to combat white
supremacy in the wake of the tragic, hate-filled shooting. There were the
hundreds of volunteers that gathered from around the country to meet the
growing humanitarian need of displaced asylum seekers who braved their lives to
find freedom, only to find themselves caged by the very people they thought
would free them. There were the community organizers who committed their
decades-long careers to uplift the humanity in their communities and to honor
the story of every single individual they serve. The resiliency of the people
of El Paso was yet another reminder that places cannot thrive unless we
celebrate the people that live within them and the stories each of them hold.
Across these communities, we were reminded that while we
stand witness to oppression, it is also our responsibility to tell the stories
of resiliency and humanity. For those whose voices are heard by the powerful,
there is a responsibility to assert that privilege to tell the stories of those
who are not heard. We know that poverty is clearly visible, but our
privilege is hidden. It is hidden because many of us often choose to hide it,
or pretend it’s not there. We choose to hide it by claiming that we can choose
to put on different hats – to claim one of our different identities at
different times. I have had the luxury of claiming my identity as an American,
as a first-generation immigrant, as an Asian person, as a college graduate –
all at different times, because the reality is that each identity gives me
privilege at different times. But what we, and more specifically, I, have often
failed to realize is that the ability to highlight different identities at
different times is a privilege many cannot afford. Oftentimes, in our society,
our identities are placed upon us based on what others perceive of us. The
ability to choose what identities we project; that itself is a privilege.
Indeed, it is only when these stories of place and people are
told that power can truly be transformed. When we choose to hide our privilege,
we also fail to see the power we hold. I have often been blind to my own power –
power that comes with access to capital, with access to information, with our
vocational or educational careers. Perhaps even frequently, I recognize my own
power but have been reluctant to sacrifice it, because if we’re honest, I
benefit from it. I benefit from the convenience power brings, or the influence
it affords so that policies and programs can meet my needs. Spending time in
places like Bismarck and El Paso were a reminder – that I can no longer claim
to be “down” if I fail to see my own power, or worse, see it and refuse to cede
it.
As I board this next flight, the last leg of my journey
home, I’m convicted by these lessons as I prepare to witness oppression. I’m
scared of what I’m going to see – my peaceful, beautiful home stricken by
government-sanctioned oppression of individual liberties, by violence caused by
sheer desperation, by a community fractured, perhaps beyond repair. I’m scared
that my homeland will be unrecognizable, if only because the threads that
connect us as a people seem to be torn by the threat of even greater
oppression.
But in my fear, I think of the resiliency of generations of
people that came before me. The resiliency of centuries of people groups
displaced from their homes, but found a sacred purpose in stewarding lands they
now live on. The resiliency of communities whose response to oppression was to
celebrate the humanity that existed within its people. The resiliency of people
who fought relentlessly to tell their stories and uplift the voices rarely
heard. And so, even though I know that I will stand witness to oppression, I
have the privilege of telling the stories of the resiliency and humanity of my
people. I pray that I will never cease to see my homeland as a sacred place –
the place of my forefathers and the culture that raised me, and to always
uplift the humanity of my community. These are the stories we must tell.

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