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if I could I would

my
brown woman skin is not enough
to keep anyone warm
to bring George back to life

if I could I would
gather all our tears
in the world's largest wheelbarrow
and make a
water park
for you, for us
to find reprieve
and laugh again

if I could I would
sweep up the shards on the street
and make the world's largest mosaic
spanning from here to where you are
and we could all
pause
and stare

if I could I would
take the sky, the streets, the sun
and make soup
hot
savory
warm
and welcoming

if I could I would
but I can't

but if you can,
let me know

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